We’re all trying to forget someone.
How and Why?
How do you dare to love different guys from time to time? How many guys have you allowed to kiss your lips, touch your body, and touch your fragile soul? You love then get broken and move on. Then you let the cycle go on. Don’t you like the idea of reserving yourself for the rightful man?
The world is one hell of adventure that would give you an extraordinary kind of bliss. You don’t need a man to feel that. Don’t just give yourself away to a lot of guys. Months later, a “new” boyfriend would scatter along your timeline. Kissing and cuddling pictures, sweet videos and whatnot (similar to what you’ve done with your past boyfriends). The essence of love is being obsolete but rather being replaced by infatuation and lust.
Call me a nun or whatever but it makes me pity you. You’ve been confusing your feelings with loneliness. I don’t feel disgusted but I’m worried about what you’re doing to yourself. Don’t put yourself on the ground. You deserve so much more.